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i think i wanna crawl in a hole and never come out and i think i am on the verge with mego so i dont know ... :'(
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[01 Nov 2005|11:33pm] |
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can anyone tell me why i have a lonely feeling even tho i have the most loving boyfriend and the best friends a person could ask for ...
why is it i sit here and listen to the most depressing music that makes me feel so incomplete.... why does it feel as if i am inadequit compared to all that i am blesses with... why do so many of these feelings of not being good enough hit me like a ton of brick... why do i wonder if i am good enough for Dustin, or my friends kyle, megan, sarah, keisha, danny .... and many more why do i feel that im not doing something right... can anyone answer my qestions or am i bound to sit here in termoil wondering if i am good enough or anything else for that matter ???????
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| Allen :'( |
[14 Oct 2005|08:59pm] |
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well Allen is Gone and it makes me SAD i wanna cry sometimes but i dont know ohw to feel about it right now
but i went to the funeral and i didntknow ohw to react i cried alot it hit me hard but after i left it didnt feel real it didnt seem that he was gone that i would never see him again
the funny part is i loved him so much but i am not that bad off about it all ithought about was how i would feel if i lost Dustin
I wouldnt be able to live with out him there is no way but i am sooooo glad that i had him to come home to after it was all said and done i need him i love him but DAMN I miss Allen he was a friend of mine
i loved him at one time but i dont any more he is in my past but it is still SAD as hell i hope he is in a better place than here.....
Rest~N~Peace Allen Boyd You Are Truely Missed !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[09 Aug 2005|02:53am] |
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Part Passionate Kisser |
For you, kissing is about all about following your urges
If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story
You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses
A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble | Part Romantic Kisser |
For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance
You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea
The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood
It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet |
| Your IQ Is 100 | 
Your Logical Intelligence is Average
Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional
Your Mathematical Intelligence is Exceptional
Your General Knowledge is Average |
You are dependable, popular, and observant.
Deep and thoughtful, you are prone to moodiness.
In fact, your emotions tend to influence everything you do.
You are unique, creative, and expressive.
You don't mind waving your freak flag every once and a while.
And lucky for you, most people find your weird ways charming! |
The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. |
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. |
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. |
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[30 Jul 2005|01:25am] |
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well i went shopping today and got all kinda of awesome clothes they look HOTT too i love then i love them so much well im sittin up doing laundry and being bored ill be up all night so i made kyle bring me something so ill stay up i need to go get it and shit
im gona be so tired i have to drive to winchester in about 20 hrs with no sleep and omg its gonna be awful trying to stay awake .... but oh well right i get to be with my baby i dont reallly have much to write about so im gonna go ttyl luv ya guys kyle and mego
dustin i love you baby !
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| work sux really bad and life is dull right now ! |
[27 Jul 2005|11:01pm] |
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work sucked lol i had two cells today in 8.5 hrs lol and i almost had another one lol the women pissed me off i got al the way throught the cell; and all i had to do wa read one more parpagraph and it was done and then hit f2 well oh hell no the women hung up on my so it kicked it out i got so mad this was at like 9 tonight lol i made me really mad but its funny now lol
as of life i am begining to see where kyle is coming from i begin to wonder who my friends really are my true friends know who they are well should anyways but i have some other ones that as like with kyle just call me when they need something and its making me flustered right now never call just to talk or see how i am doing it makes me sad that no one calls to see if i am alive anymore makes you wonder ya know but i guess i will find out who is a TRUE friend sooner or later if you are my friend then i love you but if not i believe i shall sever the ties of my past and move on to my life as i know it sence i am without you (those who arent true friends) but oh well
to my friends and you know who you are i heart you !
to my love you know i love you more than life just cant live without you !
to those who pretend to be my friends no hearts for you !
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[26 Jul 2005|11:09pm] |
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i miss dustin i love that boy !
SCORE LOL i got the key to his apartment lol
that means something i think he might like me a lot ;)
anyways lol im gonna go to bed luv ya megos and kyle and dustin baby you know i love you ! MORE
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[10 Jul 2005|01:14am] |
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i am happy really happy
today was kinda of slow at work today i didnt get a sale :( that kinda sucked but i went to matt and sherries house to see Dustin. my baby
i love him so much ! if i could only post on all that went on but i cant its a lil to graphic but damn i can get used to being with him for a long time FOREVER Is on my mind !
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[01 Jul 2005|04:40pm] |
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Thats why I hate Pontiacs - Rebecca Lynn Howard |
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well its almost been a month sence Dustin and I started dating and i think it is strange that we made it this long i usually get tired of guys long before then but i havent yet got tired of him and i dont think i will!
anyways i have another interview at millenium tuesday at 4 lol its some class thing for like 3 hours that i have to sit through and then if i get the job they are gonna put me on the phones lol i get to harass ppl lol but im sad mego quit on me but i am gonna atempt to work there as long as i can not many places pay $7 an hour and its money but i heard that the ppl there cuss you out and the men there harass you if you are a girl ill end up kicking someones ass if they try to harass me ! i dont care ill tell em off and if that doesnt work ill kick their asses ! but i wish mego didnt quit but ah ill get to see her in school all the time shes my roomy im so excited
i cant wait for school to start well move in day actually its august 18 man its gonna be so awesome ill have both my best friends and my love there with me its gonna be soooooo f*cking kewl ! Im gonna have sooooo much fun !
well well well back in the land of boredom Im soo bored i went swimming with ashleigh and nick today and i am home now and have nuttin to do other than clean out my room which im not doing until it get closer for me to move out bcz im gonna throw everything that i dont need for school and the stuff i wont wear in the fall and winter and spring after i weed out all my clothes that i am keeping the rest of my stuff is gettin thrown away if it doesnt mean the world to me i have no need for stuff from high school anymore i am outta there for good ! I severe the ties P-Burg High im gone!
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[27 Jun 2005|12:22am] |
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Off to Richmond in the morning.
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[22 Jun 2005|09:12pm] |
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its over my walls are down i dont know what to do or who to turn to im scared to death that this is gonna back fire on me God please dont let him hurt me
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[07 Apr 2005|09:53am] |
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today is gonna be a bad day i miss brandon so much right now he left last night and it is killin me that he is gone i am so gonna miss him to much for my own good i just love him to death for some reason and i cant tell you or even my self why i do or what made care so fucking much for him i mean it isnt fair for wither of us bcz he says he cares about me to but there is an unfortunate factor named april that one he is gonna marry and i dont want him to at all i want to be the one he wants to be with !!!! i really do ! but i am gonna go b4 i start to cry again i think i have done that enough over him and enough over anyone for that matter but i am going now
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[05 Apr 2005|09:45am] |
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well i believe that i am gettin over Kermit the fucking frog he makes me so fucking mad and yes to all that read this i am not in the best of moods ! he makes me so mad OMG i could scream
other than that on a lighter note i have finally found a date to the senior prom Yippie right now really but i have a date and its someone i dont care to be stupid around hes a really good friend and maybe more i dont know yet but anyways i have a date so i need to go blow $50 this week and get then damn tiskets Ugh
oh yeah brandon is in right now YaY YaY YaY he took me out saturday and i was so happy it was amazing !!! i just love that boy he is so perfect Like WoW but ah hes going to Washington thursday it makes me sad im gonna miss him so much but i am gonna go for now ttyl
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[22 Mar 2005|10:31pm] |
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well well well i am so bored right now there is like 30 some ppl online right now and no one to talk to
this drives me crazy ! ugh i have no one to talk to :(
well the last day to buy tickets for prom was today :'(
i still have no date ! ugh grrr
it makes me angry bcz i dont know who to take or if i will even go if i dont find a date by after spring break im not going there is no point in going alone !
grrrrrrr ugh
i dont know i know who i wanna take but i cant do that even though i want to i would luv it so much :)
but i cant lol well well well
i am gonna go for now i dont have anything else to rant about tonight nuttin has really ticked me off today well not yet anyways
so im gonna go
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[22 Mar 2005|09:56am] |
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GrRrRrRrR
The Internet keeps going down !!!!
ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh
It makes me MAD
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[15 Mar 2005|07:07pm] |
figured this would be a fun way to kill time
*Section 1-*
+ Name: Tiffany Blackburn
+ Nicknames: "amber" "babygirl" "tiffers"
+ Lives in: Kentucky
+ Birthday: April 11
+ School: Prestonsburg High School
+ Religion: Babtist
+ Shoe size: 8
+ Hair color: Blonde
+ Eye color: Hazel
+ Style: unknown
* section 2 - have you ever... *
+ Fallen off the bed?: Yeah,
+ Broken someone’s heart?: once
+ Had your heart broken?: Yes, twice
+ Had a dream come true?: almost
+ Done something you regret?: Too many to count or remember.
+ Cheated on a test?: Only once.
* section 3 - currently *
+ Wearing?: Tennis warm ups and my phs shirt
+ Listening to?: Casting Crowns "who am I"
+ Watching?: nothing
+ What should you really be doing right now?: Homework
* section 4- do you?...*
+ Brush your teeth?: Every day.
+ Have any piercings?: 6
+ Drink? some
+ Smoke?:No
* section 5 - the last person you... *
+ Hugged?: my mom
+ Kissed?: Cant Say
+ IMed?: Robert
+ Talked on the phone with?: Kyle
+ Yelled at?: Kyle
* section 6 - personal *
+ What do you want to be when you finish college?: Forensic Scientist
+ What comes first in your life?: family
+ What are you most scared of?: lonelyness
+ Did you lose someone you really loved?: My Brother
+ How many times have you fallen in love?: I thought that i was more than I was but truely.. 1 or 2
+ Love your family?: yup
+ Love your friends?: Yup. I have to say that the friends that I have, have stuck with me though alot.
* section 7 - favorite *
+ Store[s]: hot topic, walmart Goody's Rave Clairs Almost anything in the Mall
+ Day of the Week: None but if i had to chose fri/sat
* section 8 - do you *
+ Like to give hugs?: most of the time
+ Like to give kisses?: yea
+ Like to walk in the rain?: no
+ Prefer black or blue pens?: Black
+ Sleep on your side, stomach or back?: side/stomach..
+ Have a goldfish?: No
+ Ever have the falling dream? Yeah.
+ Have stuffed animals?: yes all kinds
* section 9 - what do you think about... * ]
+ Summer: I like better than winter but its too hot
+ Piercings: i like 'em i have 'em
* section 10 - this or that *
+ Pierced nose or tongue?: Tongue.
+ MTV or BET?: MTV. I enjoy their random crap shows for some reason.
+ 7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek?: either
+ Sugar or salt?: either
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[15 Mar 2005|01:45pm] |
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well its me again bored outta my mind ZzZzZzZz
im sittin here in english class 6th period
tryin to help josh vanderpool do his resume lol funny right
lol well i actaully ate today i ate lunch but i can bet that i wont be eatin the rest of the night i needed food tho i was about to pass out today umm now i have ruined myself i am drinkin a moutain dew lol gotta go post on loki's site lol
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[14 Mar 2005|06:23pm] |
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Remember me ! |
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Remember Me This Way {Jordan Hill}
Every now and then
We find a special friend
who never lets us down...
Who understands it all
reaches out each time we fall
you're the best friend i have found...
I know you can't stay
a part of you will never ever go away
your heart will stay.....
I'll make a wish for you,
and hope it will come true,
if life will just be kind,
to such a gentle mind,
if you lose your way,
think back on yesturday
remember me this way,
remember me this way.
I don't need eyes to see
the love you bring to me,
no matter where I go
and I know that you'll be there
forever-more a part of me and everywhere
I'll always care.....
I'll make a wish for you
and hope it will come true,
if life will just be kind,
to such a gentle mind,
and if you lose your way
think back on yesturday
remember me this way,
remember me this way.
and I'll be right behind your shoulder,watching you
I'll be standing by your side, all you do
and I won't ever leave
as long as you believe,
you just believe....
I'll make a wish for you
and hope it will come true
if life will just be kind
to such a gentle mind
and if you lose your way
think back on yesturday
remember me this way
remember me this way.
o.....
this way.
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